breaking down piece by pieces

ferna, i'm sorry,, that's the words i want to say to ferna,, for everything thing i've done to her that made her sad,, especially this last 1 week,, where i kinda giving her not enough attention, where she feel lonely, i can't be there for her, where she need my support, i can't give her the supports she need, i even give her more burden,, where i should be mature, i act childish and give her trouble again,, haha i'm so sorry fer,, i'm breaking down rite now,, every little beliefs that i have, slowly faded one by one,, haha