love u not??

i dunno, since when i become like this,, living everyday with nothing to hold,, finding it's hard just to be alone,, finding it's hard just to be alone,, finding it's hard just to sleep,, it's like losing your light of life,, maybe it's a bit of exaggerating, but that's actually happened to me,, is it wrong, to love someone with all your heart, like in every fairytale and comic stories i know,, is it wrong?? or i'm the only none here that believe in fairytale,, it's always lke this,, the idealist and the realist,, the messy and the tidy,, the introvert and the extrovert,, the over-care and the ignorant,, we always like this rite, a complete opposite type of person,, we maybe think, how in the first place that we could become a couple,, hahaha but i think that it's because we completed each other,, given the complete opposite type of person, we could fill in our holes,, well, that's my opinion,, hahah i dunno why i'm writing this,, i really dunno,, it's been 2 or 3 days straight that i dream about you,, the dream told me that you was angry and broke up with me cause i didn't show you love like it was,, come to think of it,, it might be true,, but i quickly realized, i should do something,, i know it just a dream,, dream is like fairytale,, it's not reality, but i just kinda wish just for this time,, the fairytale could become a reality,, and i'm the main character in that fairytale,, with her of course,, i promise i'll do everything,, just to make you love me,, again......