Bunstel,,, hahaha =p

Hoi,, g kurang kerjaan nih,, jadi g mao mem post foto manusia buntel tercinta,, hahahaha

and i really miss her rite now,,

hahahaha,, i miss her so rite now,, i really do,, kacau eh,,

apple shampoo

She didn't mean to deceive you, believe me
But sometimes the hardest part is conceiving

The good intentions that you had
Now only came to this
And although she saw the mark
The arrow missed

It isn't exciting reciting the stories
Of kind words turned hurting when routine get boring

Both getting tired of punk rock clubs
And both playing in punk rock bands
The start was something good
But some good things must end

And she said, "It could never survive
With such differing lives
One home, one out on tour again

We may never come back
The strike of a match
The candle's burning at both ends."

And now she knows too much
And I'm too fucked up
It's awkward trying to make my move

I'll pretend that I'm fine
Show up right on time
But I know I'll never be that cool

I never wanted to hold you back
I just wanted to hold on
But my chance is gone

I know
just where
I stand
a boy
Trapped in the body of a man and

I'll take what you're willing to give
And I'll teach myself to live
With a walk-on part of a background shot
From a movie I'm not in

She's so important
And I'm so retarded

And now I realize
I should have kissed you in L.A.
But I drove home all alone
As if I had a choice, anyway

Where are you coming from?
What are you running from?
Is it so hard to see?

And if you're feeling scared
Remember the time we shared
You know it meant everything (everything)
You know that it meant everything to me

You know that it meant everything to me

22 Maret 2009

hei, uda lama juga g gk nulis blog ya,, haha sebenernya hari ini juga gk niat nulis blog sih, cuma daripada terlantar,, hahaha jadi, tadi g terjebak di toko duren g,, ngebagi masalah shift kerja,, hahaha parah abis loh itu,, gara2 kmaren kita UTS, toko tuh omzet nya turun ampe setengah,, dan minggu ini, kita minggu keras!!! minggu kejar setoran,, hahaha parah abis,, g bisa tiap ari jaga minimal 6 jam,, haha keras lah ini minggu ini,, minggu ini bakalan beneran padet nih,, dari kuliah, kerja ma basket,, g minggu depan gk pulag ke jakarta,, di satu sisi, g merasa relieved,, di sisi laen tapi g kangen,, huaa,, sulitnya pacaran jarak jauh,, ckckckc haah,, ud gitu, gk tau lagi nih,, kapan bisa ketemu lagi,, rencan terdekat sih tanggal 18,, tapi itu riskan bgt untuk gagal,, secara g sabtu ad kuliah,, dan jatah absen g ud abis,, kckc haah,, minggu depan libur sih kamis,, tapi kayanya gk akan bisa pulang g,, kalo cuma kamis doank liburnya,, ckckc haaaaahhhhh
pusing

singkat aj

actually, g mao ngeblog yang cukup panjang tadi, tapi karena males dan beberapa hal,, jadi pendek aj deh,, haha
1. g blom blajar, padahal besok g ujian,, shit,, hahaha
2. g mesti isi pulsa,,
3. long weekend g cukup menyenangkan ( ini yang tadinya mao g tulis panjang lebar)
4. right now - akon
5. g lagi bingung sekarang, posesif,, is that a good thing or bad thing,, g ngerasa kmaren sifat posesif sudah menghancurkan hubungan g,, dan sekarang knapa ketika g bersaha untuk tidak posesif, malah dia penasaran gimana rasanya punya co posesif,, hahaha very funny,, wkwkw bingung eh g,, hahaha
5a. akankah g jadi poke sushi minggu depan??
6. gimana nasib ujian g besok???????

Dammit

It's alright to tell me what you think about me
I won't try to argue or hold it against you
I know that you're leaving you must have your reasons
The season is calling your pictures are falling down

The steps that I retrace the sad look on your face
The timing and structure did you hear he fucked her?
A day late a buck short I'm writing the report
On losing and failing when I move I'm flailing now

And it's happened once again
I'll turn to a friend
Someone that understands
Sees through the master plan

But everybody's gone
And I've been here for too long
To face this on my own
Well I guess this is growing up

Well I guess this is growing up

And maybe I'll see you at a movie sneak preview
You'll show up and walk by on the arm of that guy
And I'll smile and you'll wave we'll pretend it's okay
The charade it won't last when he's gone
I won't come back

And it'll happen once again
You'll turn to a friend
Someone that understands
And sees through the master plan

But everybody's gone
And you've been there for too long
To face this on your own
Well I guess this is growing up

the party song

Do you want to come to a party
My friends picked me up in their truck at 11:30
This things at a frat house but the people are cool there
Reluctant I followed but I never dreamed there
Would be someone there who would catch my attention
I wasn't out searching for love or affection
So I paid my 3 and the girls got in free
Shine the beer for tequila and we headed into the party

And then in the backyard some terrible ska band
Someone in the background was doing a keg stand
This place is so lame all these girls look the same
All these guys have no game I wish I would have stayed
In my bed back at home watching TV alone
Where I'd put on some porn or have sex on the phone
Far from people I hate down from anywhere state
Trying to intoxicate girls to give them head after the party

And then I saw her standing there
With green eyes and long blond hair
She wasn't wearing underwear at least I prayed that
She might be the one maybe we'd have some fun
Maybe we'd watch the sun rise
But that night I learned some girls try too hard
Some girls try too hard
And some girls try too hard to impress
With the way that they dress
With those things on their chests
And the things they suggest to me

I couldn't believe what this lady was saying
The names she was dropping the games she was playing
She dated this guy who now rides for Black Flys
How she's down with the wise well constructed disguise
Now I'd rather go dateless than stay here and hate this
Her volume of makeup her fake tits were tasteless
So I said I'd call her but never would bother
Until I got turned down by another girl at a party

So when you see her standing there
With green eyes and long blonde hair
She won't be wearing underwear and you'll discover
This girl's not the one and she'll never be fun
You should just turn and run
Because you'll find out that some girls try too hard
Some girls try too hard
And some girls try too hard to impress
With the way that they dress
With those things on their chest
And the things they suggest to me

Some girls try too hard
Some girls try too hard

josie

Yeah, my girlfriend takes me home when I'm too drunk to drive
And she doesn't get all jealous when I hang out with the guys
She laughs at my dumb jokes when no one does
She brings me mexican food from Sombrero's just because
(Yeah, just because)

And my girlfriend likes U.L. and D.H.C.
And she's so smart and independent, I don't think she needs me
Quite half as much as I know I need her
I wonder why there's not another guy that she'd prefer

And when I feel like giving up
Like my world is falling down

I show up at 3am
She's still up watching Vacation, and I
See her pretty face
It takes me away to a better place and

(I know that everything [3x]) Everything's gonna be fine
(I know that everything [3x]) Everything's gonna be fine

Yeah, my girlfriend takes collect calls from the road
And it doesn't seem to matter that I'm lacking in the bulge
She laughs at my dumb jokes when no one does
She brings me mexican food from Sombrero's just because

And when I feel like giving up
Like my world is falling down

I show up at 3am
She's still up watching Vacation, and I
See her pretty face
It takes me away to a better place and

(I know that everything [3x]) Everything's gonna be fine
(I know that everything [3x]) Everything's gonna be fine
(I know that everything [3x]) Everything's gonna be fine
(I know that everything [3x]) Everything's gonna be fine

(I know that everything [3x]) Everything's gonna be fine
(I know that everything [3x]) Everything's gonna be fine

lyrics...

hey, i was just about to sleep when i put my mp3 on and heard the song of blink 182, and just can't resist to search the lyric, kebetulan g juga gk bisa tidur,, hahaha jadi, g sering mendengar lagu2 blink 182 berikut ini : josie, dammit, the party song, i won't be home for christmas dan the girl next door,, tetapi, g gk mudeng apa liriknya,, cuma beberapa bagian doank yang ngeh mereka nyanyi apa,, haha oleh karena itu, g agak kaget juga melihat liriknya tadi,, haha neh g post lirik2nya,, maaff gk bisa post lagiu to videonya,, g gk ngerti caranya,, huahua

i need someone to talk to.. anyone interested??

yeah, that's rite,, i need someone,, siapa aj dhe,, asalkan bisa ngobrol ma g,, i'm just not prepared to be alone rite now,,

sorry,,

i'm sorry if i could not pick u up,,
i'm sorry if i could not be there for u,,
i'm sorry if u had to be jealous at ur friend,,
i'm sorry we're separated by this miles,,

i'm sorry we could not meet every time we want to,,
that's why i try to meet u every time i can..