breaking down piece by pieces

ferna, i'm sorry,, that's the words i want to say to ferna,, for everything thing i've done to her that made her sad,, especially this last 1 week,, where i kinda giving her not enough attention, where she feel lonely, i can't be there for her, where she need my support, i can't give her the supports she need, i even give her more burden,, where i should be mature, i act childish and give her trouble again,, haha i'm so sorry fer,, i'm breaking down rite now,, every little beliefs that i have, slowly faded one by one,, haha

bingung,,

saya bingung mao post apa,, lagi gk mood nulis blog,, haha apa ya,, pokoknya hari ini tadi gartek, g ketemu satu anak sok pinter bgt tai,, haha gk nahan gayanya,, parah abis sumpah,, huahua trus tadi ad nonton basket bareng alvin ma ley,, hehe trus bis itu maen basket di sabuga,, ujan2an, pulang dhe,, huehu besok lawan uii jem 10 pagi,, doakan saya bisa maen dan maennya bagus ya,, haha bye

Males ngapa2in

huahua,, hari ini kayanya hari males g bgt dhe,, tiap selasa,, selalu aj, pasti g males ngapa2in mana tadi iggris gk seru bgt lagi,, itu pelajaran paling gk guna sumpah,, belajar, cuma baca text, trus dikasi vocab,, mending buka kamus aj g di rumah,, gk usa kuliah,, sampah lah emang itu inggris,, trus sekarang lampu di kamar g mati lagi,, jadi gelap2an dhe g,, ck, payh deh,, mesti beres2 kmar lagi, ntar lah bis selesai latian,, sekarang g males ngapa2in,, hahaha ntar aj g lemes bgt mao latian,, latian gk ya???

Males kuliah,,,

Duh, g lagi di sela2 kelas nih,, dan sekarang g lagi males bgt kuliah,, mana bahasa inggris lagi,, hahah gila, g rasanya sekarang ud bener2 gk punya waktu kosong,, tiap hari kuliah, latian bsket,, gitu2 terus ampe mau mati rasanya,, hahah bener2 dhe,, ini mesti juara tai nanti kejurnas,, kalo gk mah parah bgt ini,, huaahua

And I hate how much I love you girl
I cant stand how much I need you
And I hate how much I love you girl
But I just cant let you go
But I hate that I love you so

Anjinggggg.......

yak, judul saya kasar sekali tampakanya y?? huahuahauhau gk papa lah,, haha suasana hati sangat sakit soalnya,, hahaha g mao banyak komplain di sini, tapi gk enak,, haah, dia ud bukan siapa2 lagi,, jadi gimana ya?? g kesel aj, knapa g masi mesti nungguin dia, g kesel, kenapa g masi peduli bgt ma dia, g kesel, knapa g masi ngeluangin waktu buat dia, disaat dia ud gk peduli, g kesel, kenapa g mesti sayang bgt ma dia,, knapa?? knapa g masi nganggep dia pacar g??? disaat dia sendiri ud gk nganggep kaya gitu,, knapa???

I only wanna be the man
to give you everything I can
every day and every night
love you for all my life.
I don't wanna change the world
as long as you're my girl
it's more than enough,
just to be the man you love.