Friday, December 19, 2008

Do You Believe in Karma??

plz help me and answer that question in my tagboard,, or maybe if u want to share some experince,, i need them to convince me whether it's true or not,, hahaha okay, first thing first,, AT LAST, my exam finally over,, i was like having a bad dream this 2 weeks,, really, a really really bad dream,, got a lot of pressure, losing in matches, study everyday, sleep late everyday, dun have free time,, i was realy longing for the exam to finished,, but now, since it had finished,, i just got this boring and emptiness feeling,, hahaha basic nature of human, never satisfied at what they got,, well, i think i will sleep early today,, i haven't had a good sleep order since what? a month? hah, dunno lah,, the thing is, i need to sleep early so tomorrow will come more quickly,, hahaha i'm like a little kid,, hahaha tomorrow wege will come, with his mother and sister,, ah, it's been a long time since i saw his mother and his sister, and also wege of course,, hahah we'll have a lot of catch up tomorrow,, hahaha

Tuesday, December 9, 2008

the bad feeling

yesterday,, i had this bad feeling,, feeling of uncertainty,, dunno why that happened, but yesterday i thought it because i hadn't study, i hadn't finished my assignment, and still have to practice basketball, to make matter worse, i go to Gramedia, because there's a 30% off all items,, hahaha but after i started my practice, those feeling gone,, even when i still had to go to my brother's kost to took some food, i still feeling easy,, i finished all my non-study activities at 10.00 pm.. start studying ektek, finished at 00.30,, i was like, okay, it's easy,, i can do the exam well,, after that finished the assignment and sleep at 2.00.. at 6 in the morning, dunno why, i woke up myself, and the bad feeling is come again,, it's like i had a question that i can't answer flying around my head,, i tried very hard to figure the answer in my half sleep half awake state,, but still the answer won't come,, being in those state 2 or 3 times,, until i completely woke up, and the question just suddenly went away,, take a bath, eat some light meals, and go to class,, at class, i still believe i can do the exam,, but the bad feeling come to proof it's badness,, the exam is very hard and confusing,, it's really far way harder than the previous2 years exam,, shit man,, i can finished the exam well, but dunno if my answer gonna get perfect score or not,, haah,, and now, i had to study abau, take a nap, and a game vs tunas at 10.00 pm,, haah,, semoga aj abau g cepet ngerti ma cepet apal, jadi besok bisa ujian dengan baik g,, hahaha

Monday, December 1, 2008

-_- ^^ =( =)

what a tiring day,, that's the best title for yesterday,, woke up at 9.50 and i have a presentation in itb at 10.00,, ended up rushing my way to itb, arrived in itb at 10.10 or 10.something, but i hadn't late, fortunately.. finished at 11.oo after that, went back to ciumbuleuit, ate at gembul, and had class at 12.00,, the class finished at 2.00, went back to my kost, leha - leha until 5.00, then went to practice in Champ's. after a 2-hour tiring practice, had a friendly game against Harapan,, which is very tiring,, the opponent size is almost twice of me,, imagine that,, hahaha arrived in kost at 11.00,, still have tugas tambahan and analysis to do,, hahaha ended up eating again at gembul,, after that,, finished all my task at 3.00,,

oia, everyone, see my tagboard for a while,, there's been a quite uproar there,, hahaha i dunno who's writing there, but consider who usually read my blog, i think i know who write them,, hahaha very funny,, =p