Sunday, October 18, 2009

taste of chocolatos in the middle of night

i should be sleeping rite now, at least i should study if i'm still awake,, but yeah, just like usual, too lazy to sleep or doing things that should have been done,, hahaha still enjoying the taste of chocolatos in my mouth, craving for more, but too bad they're gone already,, haha just got 3 of them.. so this is the first time i'm back online with my laptop since 10 days ago.. my laptop got atacked by some virus which made it unable to go online,, poor me, so yeah, first time online, writing blog again.. many things in my head that i need to shared, but too bad i can't shared it here,, poor blog,, haaha so let us just ended this unnecessary blog before it get too long and made others that read this get siock,, hahaha

Friday, October 2, 2009

new October entry..

aarrgghh,, that's the first word for this month entry,, why??? coz it's been a very depressing and tiring day for me,, ha ha ha ha okay.. first, let us start from this week, this week, i haven't got enough sleep, thanks to PLO,, i love u,, and for today let's start with accounting class.. i had a plan, that i'll be in my accoungting class today ( yesterday) but too bad, i slept at 2, woke up at 8, and got nothing on my head except those sleepy thingy* i dunno what else to write bout that* *poor mine english* haha sooo, i decided to skip class, and watched MIB instead * actually i'm planning to sleep again, maybe i should've done that* after that, we had those very tiring and depressing asistensi, in which, we found out, that we had a lot of mistake in our task,, *shit* *pardon me*,, after that, i had those very tiring class name 'Prokom' a class where all we do is write
program blablabla;
uses crt;
var i, x, a: integer;
and so on, and so on, and so on,, 3 hours full of that,, it's like my head going to explode,, *joking, just lebay2 dikit* ha ha
after that, doing some repairment on the task, still can't find why it's wrong, then i went straight home, took my things, go out eating alone, and then go to the basketball field,, and this is where all the things got worse *VERY worse* haha it's a nice game actually, but i dunno why i got scolded all the time,, okay i played lousy defence once,, but it just once,, i'm not being a coward,, it's just that the ball didn't come to me even once,, even once... i think i can count how many times i touch the ball in that game,, *this time i'm serious* haah, and i dunno why, i got tired easily,, *read the part when i said something bout task, and MIB* ask why??:? so, i got myself real depressed that time, and i found nothing that can cheer me up,, hahaha until i watched ghost of girlfriend past,, yeah it entertain me, even a little,, haha and now, let us make something clear
1. i haven't got enough rest, but i'm still up at this hour, doing nothing except sleep,, [ check ]
2. my assignment, i should've done it now, but i can't.. becoz my friend's in a high rite now, and i must do the assignment, in his laptop,, *imagine urself*
3. my assignment deadline is today at 3.30 and i still doing *read number 1*
4. i got tons to do tommorow.. fuck

so, does anyone have anything to make my day worse??
ignorant people???
lot of *not that important* important mind flying in ur head??
lot of *important* unimportant things to do???
something like this fucking loneliness??
darn man.......